We lie in my bed

Folded into each other’s arms 

The kisses made things more confusing 

So instead we talked 

About her mother 

My dead father




She loves him

But she loves me too 

She still loves him 

But she loves me right now 

I love her very much 

I hate her for still loving him

He still wants her 

I can’t see from where I’m standing, is it love? 

She’s a good women I understand his holding on 

She wants him

She wants me 

I need her 

I only want her to forget him 

He’ll always have that… time

He saw her first 

Kissed her first 

Touched her first 

 And though she loves me right now 

She loved him first