No sleep                                  

                                (I Didn’t drink)

No sex

 
                   I’ve even vowed not to touch myself

Lay over the bed 

Eyes closed 

Purpose: refocus

Relax

Recalcitrant habits poke my incorrigible actions

The part of me momma raised screams,
“DO NOT DO IT!”

                                “Do it anyway…” 

Says the part of me, dad said I’ll always be. 

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